Sunday, 26 October 2014

I love them but one day I should STOP

Woaahh.. Im not post anything more than 3 months(?) haha

Okay actually.. Farah ada benda sikit nak luahkan untuk diri sendiri haha

sorry my grammar ya?

Well, Overdose Era is the not the great era for me and for all EXO-Ls

yes. Growl Era is the best era for us(exo-ls)..

Firts, Kris inactive in exo

second, Baekhyun dating

third, Luhan inactive in exo

Yes, deeply inside im so damn hurt T__T sometime I feel like I want to stop loving them cause it is hurt. Really-really hurt. Be a kpoppers is hard,..

I miss the moment when .. I'm just fangirling over 4Minute.. It is not hurt ...

For 3 years, I only focus to them until EXO came into my life..

I am not telling you guys that EXO destroyed my life. NO!

Just sometime, I feel like... enough..to loving someone who will never know me (and other exo-ls too)

I also feel like I really-really love them more than just an Idol.

One day they will marry and will have their own family.

They also will have their own Girlfriend and yes.. I want them to be happy but I don't want them to couple, ect. And I feel like.. Oh How stupid am I right? If I want them to be happy, we need to face the true fact.. one day they will find their true love and their true happiness...

I will have my own family too XD So that's mean... I will stop loving them..

Maybe, I will put all exo's merch in one big box and talk to the box?

"Dear box, please take care of my merchandise"

haha lol I am crazy XD

We support them

buy their albums, merchs, ect and sometimes it will waste our money but we never care right?

we do a project to support them..

That is us(kpoppers)

You know? sometimes...I sat on my bed, thinking about this. Sometimes I feel like... I almost forgot who am I(?) Okay.. I dont know how to say about this...

I keep spazzing about them

I keep follow their schedule (actually not haha)

I keep worry if they are okay or not...

I miss the moment when our fandom problem is only NO SUBTITLES for their show haha..

But now, this fandom is no longer fun anymore

rumors everywhere and its so damn hurt!

I'm still young to change all this right?

Maybe I should stop but really I can't. I will slowly stop spazzing and stop be a hardcore kpoppers.

Guys, one day.. one day.. not bts' song okay?

ONE DAY, you guys wake up from your beautiful soundly sleep.. and suddenly you guys will thinking about this =) Thinking about to letting go all this beautifuls, hurts memories in your mind and makes some changes for a better life ^^

I want to focus and catch what I want right now

Maybe I will stop loving them but I will forever and ever support them until the end

It's really hurt when I wrote this long post. I'm crying... because... i don't know.. maybe because one day I will find the true life. the most better life than this =)

I will forever support EXO .. because of them, Im crying and laughing...

We have friends and families who will always support me here.

And they have their friends n families to support them too. Maybe we too?

Will forever support EXO

Forever and ever

But loving them until the end..

sorry.. I cant promise.

@real__pcy @oohsehun @luexolu @galaxy_fanfan @zyjzjs @exoxm90 @baekhyunee_exo @hztttao #Chen #Suho #Kai #Kyungsoo

EXO-k + EXO-l + EXO-m = ONE

Sunday, 21 September 2014

EXO-K_중독(Overdose)_Music Video

#100milViewProject !!

Support EXO!

Exo-l, let's watch this MV until its gain 100K view!!!

We want EXO to be nominated in YTMA !!!

Friday, 4 April 2014

EXO. They are under SM Entertainment.

(From Left to Right) Baekhyun, Chanyeol, Kai, Suho, Kris, D.O, Xiumin, Luhan, Chen, Lay, Tao, and Sehun

Korean Name: Kim Min Seok

Chinese Name: Jin Min Shuo

Stage Name: Xiumin

Nicknames: Lil’ Fattie (Little Fattie), Bao Zi (Little Bun)

Birthday: March 26, 1990

Position: Lead Vocalist, Lead Dancer

Super Power (Badge): Frost (Snowflake)

Nationality: Korean

Height: 173 cm

Specialties: Taekwondo, kendo

-He was born in South Korea

- He has a chubby face and a cute grin

-He shares a room with Kris and Luhan in Korea

-He shares a room with Tao in China

- He is the neatest, strongest and cleanest member in EXO-M

Birth Name: Lu Han

Stage Name: Luhan

Nickname: Marilyn Monroe, Cute Little Prince

Birthday: April 20, 1990

Position: Lead Vocalist, Lead Dancer, Face of The Group

Super Power (Badge): Telekinesis

Nationality: Chinese

Height: Chinese

Blood Type: O

Specialties: Soccer, Rubix cube

-He was born in Haidian District, Beijing, China

-Auditioned to be a trainee for JYP Entertainment but was not accepted

-He shares a room with Lay in China

-He shares a room with Xiumin and Kris in Korea

-He likes girls who are demure and quiet

-He likes simple clothes

- His interests are animation, art, video games, computers, water sports, nature sports, basketball, baseball, football, music, concerts/clubs, television, animals, travel, singing and Rubix Cube

Birth Name: Wu Fan

Stage Name: Kris

Nickname: Cowboy, Dduijang

Birthday: November 6, 1990

Position: Main Rapper, Leader (EXO-M), Vocalist

Super Power (Badge): Flight (Dragon)

Nationality: Chinese-Canadian

Height: 187 cm

Blood Type: O

Specialties: Languages and Basketball

-He was born in Guangzhou, Guangdong, China

-He is fluent in 4 languages: English, Cantonese, Mandarin, and Korean

-He shares a room with Xiumin and Luhan in Korea

-He shares a room with Chen in China

Birth Name: Kim Jun Myun

Stage Name: Suho

Nickname: Sunnouncer (Suho + Announcer), Esuhort (Suho + Escort)

Birthday: May 22, 1991

Position: Leader (EXO-K), Lead Vocalist

Super Power (Badge): Water

Nationality: Korean

Height: 173 cm

Blood Type: AB

-He was born in Seoul, South Korea

-He is said to look and be the second Choi Siwon (Super Junior)

-He shares a room with Sehun

-He likes girls with long strait hair

-He made a brief appearance in TVXQ's MV "HaHaHa Song" along with members Kai and Chanyeol

Birth Name: Zhang Yixing

Stage Name: Lay

Nickname: Xing Tuo

Birthday: October 7, 1991

Position: Main Dancer, Vocalist

Super Power (Badge): Heal (Unicorn)

Nationality: Chinese

Height: 177 cm

Weight: 60 kg

Blood Type: A

Specialties: Guitar, dancing, piano

-He was born in Changsha, Hunan, China

- He briefly worked for SHINee in their concert tour as Jonghyun's dance replacement in 2010

- He was supposed to be EXO-M’s leader but it was changed to Kris

-He shares a room with Chen in Korea

-He shares a room with Luhan in China

- He loves tidbits and likes eating junk foods

-He’s rather naughty, but he’s really funny at times too

- He is the cooking “umma” in EXO-M, even when there’s nothing to do, he will cook

Birth Name: Byun Baek Hyun

Stage Name: Baekhyun

Nickname: Bacon

Birthday: May 6, 1992

Position: Main Vocalist

Super Power (Badge): Light (Sun)

Nationality: Korean

Height: 174 cm

Blood Type: O

Specialties: Hapkido, piano

-He was born in Bucheon, Gyeonggi Province, South Korea

-He shares a room with Chanyeol

-He likes a girl full of charms

Korean Name: Kim Jong Dae

Chinese Name: Jin Zhong Da

Stage Name: Chen

Nickname: Orange

Birthday: September 21, 1992

Position: Main Vocalist

Super Power (Badge): Lightning (Scorpion)

Nationality: Korean

Height: 173 cm

Specialties: Singing, piano

-He was born in South Korea

-He shares a room with Lay in Korea

-He shares a room with Kris in China

-The thing he is best at is singing high-notes

-He has powerful voice

Birth Name: Park Chan Yeol

Stage Name: Chanyeol

Nickname: Wealthy Teeth, Happy Virus

Birthday: November 27, 1992

Position: Main Rapper, Vocalist

Super Power (Badge): Flame (Phoenix)

Nationality: Korean

Height: 185 cm

Blood Type: A

Specialties: Playing musical instruments (guitar, drum, bass, djembe), rap, acting

-He was born in Seoul, South Korea

-He starred in Girls' Generation's MV "Genie (Japanese Version)"

-He shares a room with Baekhyun

-He is a romantic person

-His favorite kpop band is TVXQ

-He has a habit of following rythems with his hands

-He like a girl that's cute and sincere and smiles a lot

--He made a brief appearance in TVXQ's MV "HaHaHa Song" along with members Kai and Suho

Birth Name: Do Kyung Soo

Stage Name: D.O

Nickname: Heenjabuja (rich in whites)

Birthday: January 12, 1993

Position: Main Vocalist

Super Power (Badge): Earth

Nationality: Korean

Height: 173 cm

Blood Type: A

Specialties: Singing, beat box

-He was born in Goyang, Gyeonggi Province, South Korea

-He shares a room with Kai

-He has a habit of humming songs

-He really likes to cook and he mostly cooks for the members

Chinese Name: Huang Zitao

English Name: Edison Huang

Stage Name: Tao

Nickname: Peach, Kung Fu Panda

Birthday: May 2, 1993

Position: Lead Rapper, Vocalist

Super Power (Badge): Time Control (Hourglass)

Nationality: Chinese

Height: 183 cm

Specialty: Martial arts

-He was born in Qingdao, Shandong, China

- He loves the color blue, Western food, basketball and black cat

- His favorite music genre is hip hop and R&B

-He shares a room with Xiumin in China

- In Korea, he shares room with the manager because at the beginning Tao’s Korean wasn’t that good so he needed to learn more Korean and communicate

- The member with the most aegyo

Birth Name: Kim Jong In

Stage Name: Kai

Nickname: Kkamjong

Birthday: January 14, 1994

Position: Main Dancer, Vocalist, Lead Rapper, Face of The Group

Super Power (Badge): Teleportation

Nationality: Korean

Height: 182 cm

Blood Type: A

Specialties: Dance (ballet, jazz, hip hop, popping, rocking)

-He was born in Seoul, South Korea

-He shares a room with D.O

-He is friends with SHINee's Taemin

--He made a brief appearance in TVXQ's MV "HaHaHa Song" along with members Suho and Chanyeol

-He has a habit of often biting his lips

Birth Name: Oh Se Hun

Stage Name: Sehun

Nickname: Senshine

Birthday: April 12, 1994

Position: Lead Dancer, Rapper, Sub-Vocalist, Maknae

Super Power (Badge): Wind

Nationality: Korean

Height: 181 cm

Blood Type: O

Specialties: Dancing, acting

-He was born in Seoul, South Korea

-He's a former ulzzang

-He shares a room with Suho

-He likes a kind woman

-He has a habit of sticking out his tongue

- He has an adorable lisp, that he’s not really good with the letter S

4Minute Profile

4-M-I-N-U-T-E. They are under Cube Entertainment (South Korea), Far Eastern Tribe Records (Japan), and Universal Music Group (International).

(From Left to Right) Jiyoon, Gayoon, Sohyun, Hyuna, and Jihyun

Birth Name: Nam Ji Hyun

Stage Name: Jihyun

Birthday: January 9, 1990

Position: Leader, Vocalist, Face of The Group

Height: 167 cm

Weight: 49 kg

Instagram: @missnam90

Twitter: @4m_namjiji0109

-She was born in Seoul, South Korea

-She starred in Eunkwang and Yoo SungEun's MV for "Love Virus"

-She was one of the cast members on the first season of The Romantic & Idol, she paired up with ZE:A's Hyungsik on the show

Birth Name: Heo Ga Yoon

Stage Name: Gayoon

Birthday: May 18, 1990

Position: Main Vocalist

Height: 165 cm

Weight: 47 kg

-She was born in Seoul, South Korea

-She is in 4Minute's sub unit 2YOON

-She's a member of the one time sub unit Mystic WHITE with KARA's Jiyoung, SECRET's Sunhwa, After School's Lizzy, & SISTAR's Bora

Birth Name: Jeon Ji Yoon

Stage Name: Jiyoon

Birthday: October 15, 1990

Position: Lead Vocalist, Lead Rapper, Dancer

Height: 165 cm

Weight: 47 kg

Twitter: @4M_Jiyoonitt

-She was born in Seoul, South Korea

-She is in 4Minute's sub unit 2YOON

- She want to be a composer

- She made a song about her boyfriend that cheat on her

Birth Name: Kim Hyun Ah

Stage Name: HyunA

Birthday: June 6, 1992

Position: Main Rapper, Vocalist, Main Dancer, Face of The Group

Height: 164 cm

Weight: 44 kg

Instagram: @hyunah_aa

Twitter: @4M_hyunah

-She was born in Jeolla, South Korea

-She is a former member of the Wonder Girls and leave because of hier bad condition

-She is a member of the duo group Trouble Maker

-She's a member of the one time sub unit Dazzling RED with KARA's Nicole, SECRET's Hyosung, After School's Nana, & SISTAR's Hyorin

Birth Name: Kwon So Hyun

Stage Name: Sohyun

Birthday: August 30, 1994

Position: Vocalist, Rapper, Maknae, Lead Dancer

Height: 162 cm

Weight: 45 kg

Instagram: @kkwonsso_4m

Twitter: @4M_kkwonsso

-She is a former member of girl group 'Orange', Sohyun was only 12 and in 5th grade at the time. The group later disbanded after their debut because of cyber bulling and anti cafes.

- She join 4Minute when she was 15th. She was announce to be in 4Minute when she was at school

A Pink Profile

A Pink. They are under Cube Entertainment (South Korea).

(From Left to Right) Bomi, Eunji, Hayoung, Naeun, Chorong, and Namjoo

Birth Name: Park Cho-Rong

Stage Name: Chorong

Birthday: March 3, 1991

Posistion: Leader, Main Rapper, Vocalist

Height: 163 cm

Weight: 47 kg

Specialty: Dance, Taekwondo

Twitter: @Apinkpcr

-She was born in Chungcheongnuk-do, South Korea

-She has one older sister, and one younger sister.

-She was in B2ST's music videos "Shock" (Japanese Version) and "Beautiful"

-She was in BtoB's music video "Insane"

Birth Name: Yoon Bomi

Stage Name: Bomi

Birthday: August 13, 1993

Position: Lead Vocalist, Main Dancer

Height: 164 cm

Weight: 47 kg

Specialty: Singing & Dance

Twitter: @Apinkbm

-She is a very laid back kind of person

-She is bad at packing for trips

-She was in B2ST's music video "Beautiful"

Birth Name: Jung Eunji

Stage Name: Eunji

Birthday: August 18, 1993

Position: Main Vocalist

Height: 163 cm

Weight: 47 kg

Specialty: Piano

Twitter: @Apinkjej

-She is close with Rainbow's Woori

-She is the only member who was not in B2ST's "Beautiful" MV

-She has a little brother named Minki

Birth Name: Son Naeun

Stage Name: Naeun

Birthday: February 10, 1994

Position: Vocalist, Lead Dancer, Face of The Group

Height: 164 cm

Weight: 45 kg

Specialty: Dance, Acting & Art

Twitter: @Apinksne

-She was in B2ST's music videos "Soom" (Korean Version) and "Beautiful"

-In 2013 she was paired with SHINee's Taemin to be on We Got Married.

Birth Name: Kim Namjoo

Stage Name: Namjoo

Birthday: April 15, 1995

Position: Lead Vocalist & Lead Rapper

Height: 165 cm

Weight: 45 kg

Specialty: Singing & Dance

Twitter: @Apinkknj

-She was in B2ST's MV "Beautiful"

-She can speak Chinese and English

-She's good at impersonations

Birth Name: Oh Hayoung

Stage Name: Hayoung

Birthday: July 19, 1996

Position: Maknae, Vocalist, Rapper

Height: 166 cm

Weight: 47 kg

Specialty: Singing & Dance

Twitter: @Apinkohy

-She was in B2ST's MV "Beautiful"

-She is a fan of Super Junior and her favorite member is Yesung

-She's very good a guessing

-She was in Huh Gak's "1440" MV

Former Members

Birth Name: Hong Yookyung

Stage Name: Yookyung

Birthday: September 22, 1994

Position: Vocalist, Lead Rapper

Height: 167 cm

Weight: 48 kg

Specialty: Singing & Dance

Twitter: @yukyung922

-She was in B2ST's MV "Beautiful

-She is very afraid of dogs

-She is a fan of BoA

- Leave APINK because she want to focus for her study

- leave on 2013 (2011-2013)

Friday, 21 March 2014

tragic killing of 13 year old girl

tragic killing of 13 year old girl.

13 year old girl spends all her time on her exo fanbase. the dad talked to her many times but she didn't change so one day the dad killed her when she said 'stars are better than parents'

the father gave her many chances but she didn't stop... and the father went crazy...

I’m writing this in response to this post here about the young girl who was murdered by her father. Why?

Because this posts and the commentary on it have made me so angry, upset and outright disgusted. I’m going to explain why in the hopes I’ll get through to someone, instead of just wallowing about it.

What makes me really upset is the bolded commentary and some peoples additional comments ranging from “I feel sorry for him” to “she deserved to die” and the sidetracking because we all know this has nothing to do with exo can we please not have lectures about unhealthy obsessions. Please don’t derail such an important topic, however good your intentions.

Very few children develop such intense obsessions, often children who do have an autism spectrum disorder (ASD) or are suffering and use it as an escape. These are both also potential reasons children would behave so badly. I am not going to deny that her (reported, by her father who murdered her, let’s remember) behaviour was awful. Children are rarely so badly behaved without reason. Be it caused by an ASD or other neurological condition, abuse, bullying etc. it’s very likely this child was already suffering. It’s mentioned her mother was disabled and her family was poor - it would not shock me at all if she’d been bullied, which would also account for her “demanding” that ticket for a “friend” (ie a bully who’d make her life worse.

But you know what, all that isn’t even important. "Come to your senses before making a judgement"???? you say when people condemn the act of murdering a child. I’m sorry but anyone who thinks there’s ever any justification for murdering your own child is in desperate need of help. A parents role is to protect their child, not to harm them and certainly not to kill them.

Her behaviour may have been awful but she was just a child!

What kind of father would ever threaten his child with a knife? That alone is an act of child abuse and whether it was an isolated incident that unfortunately lead to her death or part of a long history of abuse we don’t know. It’s still totally inexcusable.

The fact is a man killed his own, thirteen-year old daughter. Her young life has been cut short. If you’re angry at people for leaving comments such as “RIP Angel” or condemning her father’s actions you really need to take a long hard look at yourself.

This was an awful tragedy but please let’s not forget who the real victim is.

cr ; Apple Tree

For what I want to write here is, this case is not because of EXO. Yeah, maybe she became a Hard Fangirl because of exo but hmm.. His father also cannot treat his daugther using knife! >< She still a child! A CHILD! She still do not know what the good thing and a bad thing. yes, maybe you say this girl is already 13th but its doesn't mean she already know everything right?

The tragedy started in November 2013. When the 13-year-old girl cannot find her pencil sharpener, she said she didn’t want to go to school anymore. Her father, Zhou Kai, got mad, “You are sitting on your computer all the time! […] You only know how to spend money!” The daughter coldly replied, “It’s only about the money. I can give it back to you later.” Her father softened and told her, “You don’t have to return the money to me. No matter how awesome those superstars are, they don’t love you as much as your parents. Do you know this is affecting your study?” only to receive another heart-wrenching reply from his daughter, “I LOVE THEM A THOUSAND TIMES MUCH MORE THAN I LOVE YOU! IDOLS ARE A LOT BETTER THAN YOU!”

Being sent to the edge by his daughter’s words, Zhou Kai came into the kitchen to find a knife. He only meant to threaten his daughter, but the situation got worse when she mercilessly cursed at her own father. She screamed, “IDOLS ARE A LOT BETTER THAN ALL THE PARENTS LIKE YOU!” That was the end of his tolerance when he madly hacked his own daughter by the knife he found in the kitchen earlier, “I saw my little girl fall down, rolled from the sofa to the ground. [..] I wanted to save her but it was too late.” After that he attempted to suicide by continuously cutting his left wrist. When the police and the ambulance arrived, his daughter was already dead, and he was sent to an emergency room at a nearby hospital. He is now accused of murder. Adding to the heartbreaking tragedy, two months after the day he killed his daughter was supposed to be her 14th birthday.

At the court, the true story was revealed. In the last one year, Zhou Kai’s daughter spent most of her time on the Internet. She went straight to her room after she came home from school and didn’t even bother eating. She spent more and more money on clothes, bags, etc. merchandise. Posters of those superstars were all over her bedroom’s walls. Talking to his mother, Zhou Kai knew his daughter was obsessed with a Korean boy group named EXO. Posters, clothes and everything she bought are related to this boy group. She yelled at anyone who tried to get close to her computer. In addition, she also joined a fanclub of EXO and spent all her time to organize fanmeeting for this club.

"Owning a house was a luxury dream for our family." Zhou Kai sadly said at the court. In 1998, Zhou Kai came to Beijing on his own and worked really hard. In the eyes of his neighbors, Zhou Kai is an honest, introverted person with an easygoing attitude. He is also very diligent in cooking and cleaning at home. Zhou Kai’s wife has mental illness issues and disabilities. Since little, Zhou Kai’s daughter has never loved her mother. She barely called her “mom”. She usually said to herself, “Why didn’t I have a pretty mother? I’m afraid I cannot find myself a boyfriend when I have a mother like this.” She even dissed her father badly. One time when he asked her to turn off her computer before 4AM, she cursed at him saying that he was worse than dogs to receive a slap back from her father. Zhou Kai told the court his father-daughter relationship with his daughter changed when she got into junior highschool. They had to move to another place since she said the old place where they lived was “too noisy to focus in homework.” However, after moving, Zhou Kai noticed his daughter began to be immersed deeply into the social network on the Internet and spent more money, sometimes up to thousands of yuan.

In October 2013, EXO performed in Beijing. The cost for a ticket is too expensive for a person from low-class family like Zhou Kai to afford—1,200 yuan which exceeded the monthly salary of Zhou Kai. Nevertheless, his daughter insisted on going to the concert, even saying she wanted to buy another ticket for a friend and some presents for her idols. Her father explained, “We are not rich, we don’t have enough money.” to which his daughter replied, “So?! Why don’t you go and make more money?!?!!” Finally, her grandmother had to give her 2,700 yuan to fulfill her wish.

Zhou Kai sadly told the court, “When I heard she said “Idols are a lot better than all the parents like you!” I could not comprehend anymore. It broke my heart completely.”

***The reason why I posted the full article and my rough translation here is because the news have started to reach international fans with only one or two sentences, for example, “a 13-year-old girl was killed by her father because she likes EXO”, “this EXO fan was killed by her dad because her dad was too angry when she said ‘stars are better than parents”, etc. in which DOES NOT REFLECT ANYTHING AND COMPLETELY DISTORTED THE TRUTH. It angered me already with the people who gave no fucks in trying to find the whole article or do more research before posting it on some random forums, let alone people who had zero understanding about the whole story wrote such comments, “Poor girl!”, “R.I.P little angel”, “Is her father crazy?”, etc. Come to your sense before making a judgement. - exolutely

I know his father love her father love her so much and her father want a best thing to his daugther. but yeah, the thing already happen. Maybe because her father already lost his temper maybe? because he already gave a lot of chance to his daughter change. Not change but he want his daughther less his time with a computer.